People in my life that deserve a little recognition!

First off is my Mother! She raised my sister and I on her own because my dad left when I was in middle school and we heard from him like once a year and the real kicker is that everyone blames my sister and I for not having a relationship with him and they think that we ganged up on him and was mean to him and I have been told my mom brain washed us hahahahahahahahahaha its funny writing it (although it was not funny when it was being said but rather hurtful because I remember my dad looking me straight in the eye telling me that he fucking hated my guts and Im pretty sure my mom didnt brain wash me into hearing that come from the horses mouth) but now it truly is SO stupid lol like I said I was in middle school and I think my sister might have been in elementary school still! Anyways I have an ok relationship with my dad now...he texts me once in a while but if I want to talk to him I have to call him which is fine I suppose...its funny how children are always seeking the approval of their parents no matter how bad it gets...
anyways that must have been the hardest thing my mom has ever had to do she didnt have anyone to lean on...no family no one...I could never imagine raising 2 children on my own with no support especially during the teenage years. I was not easy on my mom when I was a teenager either...I lashed out and made bad choices...my mom and I are extremely close now and I thank god everyday that we have been able to get passed when I was a hormone crazed teenager! lol I have no idea what I would do without her and I just hope she knows how much I love her and thank her for making me the person I am today even if she did brain wash me the entire time I sure have a good life! lmao!

Second is my Husband. I can honestly say my husband had a huge hand in saving me from myself. I was on a path to nowhere until he re-entered my life for the second time and we immediately started to fall in love. He has given me everything I own today and he works so hard to support his family. I am lucky enough to be able to be a stay at home mom while also being able to live comfortably only thanks to him. He helps me with whatever cooking, cleaning, taking care of Kila, you name it he does it, he likes to play video games but is not overly obsessed with them, he takes me shopping and will spend hours at the mall with me without complaining, he always goes grocery shopping with me, he always comes straight home after work and he never goes out with the guys or to the bar or whatever it is a lot of men out there seem to think is there right to be able to do, and the list could go on and on seriously! He tells me all the time that he would rather be home with Kila and I more then anywhere else!
But even Mr. Perfect and I do butt heads and fight lol I think it is impossible not to fight with someone you live with or at least argue...we never go to bed mad though and thats a rule...marriage is not easy and I dont think it ever gets completely easy but I couldnt imagine being with anyone else for the rest of my life and Glenn is truly my soulmate. I love him and I dont know where I would be without him.

Next is My Sister Ashley Phillips. I think Ashley and I fight with each other more then I have ever fought with anyone in my life lol We are like night and day..we are opposites but the same at the same time if that can make sense to anyone but myself.....she is my sister and she has been by my side since forever and I truly believe that sisters have a bond unlike any other. She is cool, calm, and collected and I am corky, big mouthed, and impulsive...she can be the funnest person to be around or the bitchiest she is one of the smartest and sharpest people I know and also one of the dumbest lol she is amazing and beautiful and I am so lucky to have her as a sister...she has taught me a lot and still does. I know Kila will always have an amazing Auntie Ashley...I only want the best for my lil sis and she is a wonderful person inside and out and I feel so blessed to have a sister like her....even if she is the funniest, bitchiest, smartest, dumbest, sweetest, rudest person I have ever met lol I say this all with love Ashley and I do love you more then anything!

Abbey Williams! My BFF! My Whispering eye, my oatmeal, and my sister from another mister! I have never had a friend like Abbey and I think she is a once in a lifetime kind of friend! She has been there for me through thick and thin I know I can trust her with my life and she would do anything for me we have a million inside jokes and whenever I am with her she always makes me laugh because she is so funny....anyone who doesnt know her or has never had the chance to be her friend is truly missing out because she is one of the most loyal people I have ever met...I wish I could just make her move with me everywhere I go because I miss her like crazy everyday and I know that for as long as I live I will never have a better friend then her. Infact she is not just a friend she is family and I hold the little family I do have close to my heart :)

Ashley May and Amanda Stanfield! They almost seem like they come as a package deal because I rarely hang out with one without the other lol although I have known Ashley since middle school and she is an amazing friend and person! She is just truly a good person inside and out...she has an amazing voice and I have faith that she will be famous some day! I am lucky to be able to say she is another amazing friend that I can count as family same with Amanda too...I havent known Amanda as long but we have so much in common and she is such a great person it has been amazingly easy for me to become close to her! I am so lucky that I am able to live only like 45 min away from them which is not that far! It amazes me all the time that we all went to highschool together and now we are all here in WA! I love our monthly pedicures we do and the girl time I get when I am with them! I know for a fact that whenever I am with them I will have a great time because they are so much fun and so lovable to be around! I am so lucky to count them as family in my life and Kila is so lucky to have such wonderful Aunts!

Ashley Wolf...the only girlfriend I made in Texas and a pretty damn good one at that! We became friends at a busy time in her life right before she was getting married and I was lucky enough that I got to be with her for her wedding for almost every step of the way! Eventhough she was the biggest bridezilla I have ever met! lmao jk! She would get so freakin mad at me whenever I would call her that! hahaha I wish I could have been able to spend more time with her while we were in Texas...and it sucks that we were always so busy with whatever it was we were doing at the time but when we did get to hang out it was always some of the best times I have ever had! She is an amazing person! I wish I could be in Texas to meet my niece Haylee...hopefully we will be able to visit soon...I miss them like crazy! I know we will see eachother again though and I cant wait....she is the best thing that came from Station Freeport and she has made me not lose complete hope in all CG women/wives...I love and miss Ashley, Nate, and Haylee way too much and I have seriously contemplated wanting to move back to Texas just to be close to them again because I miss them so much!